I've been putting off writing these past few days because I wasn't really sure what to write and it wasn't because I had any block, it was just because sometimes one can feel intimidated by reality and I wasn't sure how to deal with that. It is amazing to be optimistic and if you think … Continue reading Day 19: Deliberate
Since I started this journal I've been vague or completely closed about my life in college. I've tried to focus more around my personal life in terms of the things I struggle with or the things I'm trying to be better at and in the grand scheme of things, I did first come across a … Continue reading Day 18: Limiting Zone
My worst nightmare came to pass in my last years of primary school and if you are my friend, you would've heard this story more than once. This is the story of how I was betrayed, and painfully so. Before I get started though and don't get your hopes up, the story is as short … Continue reading Day 17: Friends?
These days I've been trying to get back into the natural rhythm of my life, I've been trying to get my mojo up and fight for what I want the most academically, for the most part to be honest, but the more I do that, the more I feel more and more distant. I feel … Continue reading Day 16: Searching
So today, to mark half a month of journaling and gradual self-discovery, I'd like to do something slightly different to let you in on another spontaneous part of me, one that I hold so close to my heart because it does come from my heart. I'd like to share a poem, my poem, with you. This … Continue reading Day 15: Glorious Designs
It took me over two months since my last entry to figure out where I was going with this and I'm still not there yet. Over the past few months since 2018 started I've been struggling with some majorly sticky little things, you know those sort of things that will screw with your adult life … Continue reading Day 14: Strength
People are different. This almost over used phrase has become somewhat ambiguous because it leaves this endless void in your mind that can never be filled. Sometimes, this void is fine, just a gaping hole in the middle of your thought process that finally doesn't need to be filled with explanation. People are different, simple … Continue reading Day 13: Renewed