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Head Space

There’s something about feelings, Love, hate and new beginnings, There’s something about progress, That seems to emphasize the downs and blur the successes, Progression, Regression, Positive or Negative, All dashing around to dominate what you perceive as your prerogative, All this time, work, sweat, resilience, And you still need to add more patience. Days feel […]

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Day ? : Now

So, I don’t want to ignore the elephant in the room, I was supposed to bring you on this journey but, well you know what but is. TWO YEARS! That is just incredible. The last letter I wrote to you was about being deliberate and when I reread it, I’m not going to lie, I […]

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Day 19: Deliberate

I’ve been putting off writing these past few days because I wasn’t really sure what to write and it wasn’t because I had any block, it was just because sometimes one can feel intimidated by reality and I wasn’t sure how to deal with that. It is amazing to be optimistic and if you think […]

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Day 18: Limiting Zone

Since I started this journal I’ve been vague or completely closed about my life in college. I’ve tried to focus more around my personal life in terms of the things I struggle with or the things I’m trying to be better at, and in the grand scheme of things, I did first come across a […]

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Day 17: Friends?

My worst nightmare came to pass in my last years of primary school and if you are my friend, you would’ve heard this story more than once. This is the story of how I was betrayed, and painfully so. Before I get started though and don’t get your hopes up, the story is as short […]

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Day 16: Searching

These days I’ve been trying to get back into the natural rhythm of my life, I’ve been trying to get my mojo up and fight for what I want the most academically, for the most part to be honest, but the more I do that, the more I feel more and more distant. I feel […]

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Day 15: Glorious Designs

So today, to mark half a month of journaling and gradual self-discovery, I’d like to do something slightly different to let you in on another spontaneous part of me, one that I hold so close to my heart because it does come from my heart. I’d like to share a poem, my poem, with you. This […]

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Day 14: Strength

It took me over two months since my last entry to figure out where I was going with this and I’m still not there yet. Over the past few months since 2018 started I’ve been struggling with some majorly sticky little things, you know those sort of things that will screw with your adult life […]

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Day 13: Renewed

People are different. This almost over used phrase has become somewhat ambiguous because it leaves this endless void in your mind that can never be filled. Sometimes, this void is fine, just a gaping hole in the middle of your thought process that finally doesn’t need to be filled with explanation. People are different, simple […]

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Day 12: Pause

There’s a story to everything. Everything has a way that they came to be, a sort of panorama that’s impossible to escape. The truth is impossible is very cliche, apparently it’s code word for possible so when you think you’re stopping yourself you’re actually leading yourself on. I’ve been in a place where stopping is […]